Yes, I let him get under my skin. No, I'm not crying, but I am pissed as hell. I think its because I didn't say all that I needed to.
I DETEST being lied to. This time around he seemed to say many of the right things. I guess fucking with someone for nearly two years, you figure a few things out.
"This time is different". BULLSHIT. Only difference is that he was blatant about his flagrance. I asked an important question and he totally blew it off even WITH the knowledge that he's losing me. Yeah.... can't get a bigger clue than that right?
"It does matter". WHATEVER. Again, I call BULLSHIT.
"It's time". Yeah, its time he stopped playing fucking games. Gonna be 47 and behaves like a fucking 20 year old emotionally immature brat.
I'm tired of waiting for him to fully evolve.
And I'm angry, god I am so angry.
No fucking closure either.
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