Absence makes the heart grow fonder. Not for me. Just makes me forget.
When I'm interested in someone, I show them, I'm too old to play games. Sometimes it works out, other times not. I'm just saying, there's a time limit on my attention span, then I'm good. I'm done.
Sunday, December 29, 2013
Friday, December 27, 2013
The possession of me.....
Such a weird thing to say with such a negative connotation, but its not meant to be.
It's the beginning of a story that I hope has longevity paved with fun and interesting roads with some delicious pit stops on the way.
Me, unsuspecting, thought I was simply giving someone props for their delightful sense of humor.
He messaged me privately. His face, his eyes, his sense of humor, his wit, his lips, and then, the unfortunate distance.
Speaking with him more and more further feeds my curiosities. Further feeds my desires for more.
His "way".... his descriptions, soo sensual, so calculated, so thoughtful, how can I NOT sit up and take notice?
Why isn't the distance bothering me more though? I mean, is this "slow road to glory" just what I need?
I find my mind wandering about his voice, the feel of his lips, the touch of his skin, the depth in his eyes. I catch myself daydreaming about what it would be like just laying there with him, laughing, fully clothed, and then not.
Daydreams not going to completion, but enjoying them sooooo much it doesn't matter if there's an "end" or not.
Often they're of a slow dance, in a random living room, with only the light on a fire, fully clothed and we're not kissing, but the Sexual tension is SO thick,. It's super sexy and is almost as though my mind doesn't want to speculate and ruin what's being built.
It's such a good thing that he lives far away, because I can learn more. More personal traits that are often over looked by face to face meets.
This is a completely new experience for me and is exciting and maddening and sexy and Ilook forward to hearing from him often.
It's scary though that I may be "placing him up on a pedestal" with my favorable perceptions, but seriously? He makes it hard not to admire him.
And then there are moments that I would love to feel his arms around my waist. His breath on my skin, taste his lips.
Fuck me, I'm possessed.
And none of these guys can match the gravitational pull I have for him.
I'm soooooo possessed......
It's the beginning of a story that I hope has longevity paved with fun and interesting roads with some delicious pit stops on the way.
Me, unsuspecting, thought I was simply giving someone props for their delightful sense of humor.
He messaged me privately. His face, his eyes, his sense of humor, his wit, his lips, and then, the unfortunate distance.
Speaking with him more and more further feeds my curiosities. Further feeds my desires for more.
His "way".... his descriptions, soo sensual, so calculated, so thoughtful, how can I NOT sit up and take notice?
Why isn't the distance bothering me more though? I mean, is this "slow road to glory" just what I need?
I find my mind wandering about his voice, the feel of his lips, the touch of his skin, the depth in his eyes. I catch myself daydreaming about what it would be like just laying there with him, laughing, fully clothed, and then not.
Daydreams not going to completion, but enjoying them sooooo much it doesn't matter if there's an "end" or not.
Often they're of a slow dance, in a random living room, with only the light on a fire, fully clothed and we're not kissing, but the Sexual tension is SO thick,. It's super sexy and is almost as though my mind doesn't want to speculate and ruin what's being built.
It's such a good thing that he lives far away, because I can learn more. More personal traits that are often over looked by face to face meets.
This is a completely new experience for me and is exciting and maddening and sexy and Ilook forward to hearing from him often.
It's scary though that I may be "placing him up on a pedestal" with my favorable perceptions, but seriously? He makes it hard not to admire him.
And then there are moments that I would love to feel his arms around my waist. His breath on my skin, taste his lips.
Fuck me, I'm possessed.
And none of these guys can match the gravitational pull I have for him.
I'm soooooo possessed......
Wednesday, December 25, 2013
The dance
I stand beside you, my cheek so close to yours I can feel the warmth of your breath upon my skin.
I want so badly to lean in, but its too soon. So I opt to tilt my head with my nose pointing toward your face so I can take in your scent. Gently, yet "accidentally", I brush my lips across your face as I adjust my body to feel yours more adequately.
Your chest firmly pressing against mine I can feel the rise and fall of your breath. Your hand on the small of my back leaves a burning sensation so strong i can feel my face flush whenever I draw my attention to it.
My leg brushes the inside of your thigh and my body goes weak, but only for a moment. I sway my hair aside to expose my neck completely to you. In the process I catch a brief glimpse of the light dancing in your eyes....I want to capture that moment, but still want to delight in the dance.
I rest my head upon your chest for a brief moment to hear the beating of your heart. A rhythm I will hold dear. And as the song comes to an end, my body has a whole new untold story. A new desire, a new hunger to look forward to.
I walk away, a woman, another level deep.
I want so badly to lean in, but its too soon. So I opt to tilt my head with my nose pointing toward your face so I can take in your scent. Gently, yet "accidentally", I brush my lips across your face as I adjust my body to feel yours more adequately.
Your chest firmly pressing against mine I can feel the rise and fall of your breath. Your hand on the small of my back leaves a burning sensation so strong i can feel my face flush whenever I draw my attention to it.
My leg brushes the inside of your thigh and my body goes weak, but only for a moment. I sway my hair aside to expose my neck completely to you. In the process I catch a brief glimpse of the light dancing in your eyes....I want to capture that moment, but still want to delight in the dance.
I rest my head upon your chest for a brief moment to hear the beating of your heart. A rhythm I will hold dear. And as the song comes to an end, my body has a whole new untold story. A new desire, a new hunger to look forward to.
I walk away, a woman, another level deep.
Curious.....
I want to get all up in that secret little space you hold so close. I want to squeeze myself in, gently, seductively, sensually..... touching every inch inside. Leaving trace elements of myself, for you to enjoy whenever you wish.
I want to crawl deep inside.... to the places no one's ever been. I want to explore, to touch, to feel, to experience the naked, the uncensored, the unfiltered essence that is completely you.
And when I leave, you will be changed, altered, affected in the most erotic way possible, so much so, that you'll want me.....to get, all up.....
in OUR secret little space.
I want to crawl deep inside.... to the places no one's ever been. I want to explore, to touch, to feel, to experience the naked, the uncensored, the unfiltered essence that is completely you.
And when I leave, you will be changed, altered, affected in the most erotic way possible, so much so, that you'll want me.....to get, all up.....
in OUR secret little space.
Tuesday, December 24, 2013
Today
Today
I woke to the tickles of the sun on my face
Today
I rose to open my bedroom Window and look out at my gorgeous swimming pool. The sun continued its dance across the rippling blue waters, as if to continue its hello. .
Today
I felt love in my heart, warmth on my skin, joy in my chest, smiles upon my face.
Today
I will pour all those feelings into the food that I cook, the Hugs that I give, the conversations I share ....
Today
I woke
I woke to the tickles of the sun on my face
Today
I rose to open my bedroom Window and look out at my gorgeous swimming pool. The sun continued its dance across the rippling blue waters, as if to continue its hello. .
Today
I felt love in my heart, warmth on my skin, joy in my chest, smiles upon my face.
Today
I will pour all those feelings into the food that I cook, the Hugs that I give, the conversations I share ....
Today
I woke
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